sometimes....but always...

sometimes....
i wish i had the power to stop being vulnerable to people who abuse my kindness.
i wish to stop giving repeated second chances when i can already predict what the outcome may be.
to say goodbye, and mean it, to people who are liars (but my good heart always stumbles me to believe otherwise that people can change).
to stop giving giving giving to those who would never do the same.
wishing that things would change but all along knowing life brings what is best....for everything there is a reason."
wishing i had a "magic wand to give people a wake up call to reality.
wondering "what if..." and "why not..."

always...
but i find power in prayer + my own strength.
believing in myself.
staying true to my values.
knowing that all will be brought to light the best in what i need.
believing in miracles & dreams (because lately i've experienced many beautiful miracles).
wanting others to succeed too.
having patience.
showing love in greater volume than i receive love.
being kind.
creative.